I'm nervous to say this, but my favorite types of games are yandere visual novels, I'm very picky of what I consume though. My biggest hyperfixation has been Boyfriend to Death, and I heavily relate to Ren Hana / FOX for coping reasons. I understand people can be uncomfortable with this, and I allow them to be. You do not need to interact at all with me if I make you uncomfortable, I do not want to put someone in harm because of something I like. Anyways, I've been making edits of the media, and I'm a big LawRen shipper, lawl. I'm a big fan of Gatobob's works, for I also enjoy TINR and The Facility [Yes, I know The Facility never finished, but I really like Evander Hutch!]
I've actually put inspiration into my OWN works because of these! It's also very ironic, but, playing these games actually stopped me from doing drastic things to myself, though I really don't want to get into the details. Also.. Despite being a fan of these games, I only really enjoyed/played "Awful Kidnapper", "Glass Mind", and "Lurking for Love".
I've been afraid of expressing myself and what I enjoy, but I think this page here will be the day I do just that.
I really like bright colors and rainbows, just not a BUNCH of extreme bright colors in one piece to hurt someones eyes! I enjoy art that resembles earlier internet, and I try to incorporate it into my own pieces as-well!
Personally, In all my time on the internet, all I wanted was to be loved. I wanted people to look at me and go "Is that THE [name]? OMG I'M A BIG FAN!" But I could never seem to bring myself to that point, and honestly, I think it would overwhelm me despite how much I want it. I've been in too many drama incidents for that to ever happen.. And maybe, that's what life wants from me [to not be famous]. I still of course want to be loved online, but I don't make a big deal out of it anymore like other alters used to. I just wished I was recognized for once. This is just one big ramble I wanted to put out there because it's our system's true feelings. This might be selfish or something, but I don't think I'll ever truly realize it. This probably doesn't even make sense, lol.